I've been nutcrackers sick for two weeks. I understand it's "going around," but it doesn't change that I feel guilt. Why is this happening? What did I do to cause it?
My Dad and Nyds never get sick, so I feel like a pansy.
I guess what I've learned in the last couple weeks is you have to accept that sometimes you aren't in charge. Sometimes you need to sleep. And maybe collapse into your Dad's arms and cry because you feel so badly. And maybe it takes feeling horrible to appreciate good health.
I don't write any of this for sympathy. I just recognize the value of health. And Netflix. And Amazon Prime. And You Tube.
I'm just glad it's over.
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